Saturday, July 31, 2010
Aite ! bck aftr a long tym..
hmm.. so wads happenin..??
school..bcls!!..exams..
yeah.. feelin of graduatin soon
gives me butterflies in my
stomach ! well .. kinda workin
hard ... damn sleepy .. i wake up
late . fightin against tym to reach
sch on tym n .. tryina avoid peepz
whO played a fOOL in ma life..
nt onli in sch bt outside as well..
hmm.. hw abt my outside life..??
ASK ME ABT IT !!
last nyt .. went out wif him again ..
awesome nite!!!! damn ! da feelin
of goin riding wif him is like ......
arrghhhh !!!!
two days ina row man !!
we kinda met aftr a long tym.. we
nva say i miss you verbally bt ......
his kissess n hugs always makes
me feel like .. damn ! m bck to u
again.. so whn will be da nxt u'll be gone ? well it dosen matter..
i always treasure da tyms wif him .. not botherin abt hw i missed him ..
not botherin abt hw he mademe suffer whn i needed him badly ..
n not botherin whn will be da nxt tym to suffer da worst .. haiz ..
we knw our relationship sucks ! bt jst dun give a damn abt it..
cus i wanna be wif him till da end .. simply ..
i love him ! n dats abt it .. dey cursed .. dey humiliated .. n dey evn
hated me .. bt u knw wad..?? i just dun care wad dey think of me cus
i dun nid to have any1 in life who dun accept for who i m n who cnt
digest da fact dat "M HIS" oh c'mon ! dun blame it on me..!! all u cn
do is juz sit dwn n watch our love growin day by day :)
weLL ... wad cn i say more .. ??
DA NITE RIDIN WIF HIM WAS LIKE !! DAMN !! I HAD A WHOLE
LOAD OF FUN ! N ME LOVE PINKEY !!
Labels: His smile brightens up my Face .. love u ...
Posted by ♠䆆ï†üЀ♠ ★GerL★ at 12:18 PM
Saturday, July 17, 2010
OitZ ! aites bck to life again ..
feelin much better .. wud like to thank my positive attitudes !
alryts.. current issues : rotting .. tom might be goin shopping .. grab new clothes.. caught dis white dress @ where..?? ofcos nowhere bt valerie ! damn its kinda ex . bt love it man !!
hmm.. me ..?? wif dress..??
haha .. gotta revise ma notes .. n strt openein up my BCLS book "dun evn knw hw does da first page luks like !" goshh ! itz 2.2 n u hav sum peepz in ma class askin me .. oi ! u study uh ..??
damn ! itz 2.2 .. i gotta wrk hard sooo hard dat i've nva been worked like dis b4 ! n yeah .. i've ald planned wad m gonna do once m done wif my school ... no1 is gonna change my plans ! n dun search for me .. seriously i'll go missing .. gone for gud for sum ppl .. well i knw wad u r thinkin aite ! recently keep dreaming of my ex . for da pass 3 days ! gosh ! no idea y !! itz kinda weird .. !! nt irritatin .. bt puts me ina thought like.. hey .. y suddenly ! LoL ! maybe lately he mite be missing me .. hehe .. mcm faham eh! haha.. idk .. bt .. weird ... weird .... hopefully i dun wanna c him tonite again ... get away !!!
Labels: TRAPPED .. no way to ESCAPE .. bt love dis FEELING ..
Posted by ♠䆆ï†üЀ♠ ★GerL★ at 4:18 PM
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Someone in ma class today said smth.. smth dat reali turned off ma mood.. totally went blank ..idk wad is it.. bt seriously i went bck to my"mind running" state .. sit dwn like a zombie reflect "everythin" da bad things hpnd to me ..thru ma imagination i was tryina find him .. i just cudn gt off those bad thoughts in ma mind.. n thoughts of him din help me ! whn i was tryina divert ma attention , i just cudn.. i din knw watta do .. i was ina "helpless" situation .. everybdy knws dat m a "bochap! ayaahh !! cnt be bothered kinda gerl .. who dun gives a damn to anythin .. puts everythin ona side .. dun care or evn give a thought of it..well .. suddenly if a simliar incident or sum1 says smth dat makes me reflect my bad times, datz whn i will bcu
m like dis !! i cn do nth to shake it oFF ! haiz.. m nw bloggin .. shud c my face nw .. it luks super dead ! thoughts of him whn we fite like kids .. whn he sucks his thumb like a baby n calls me "mummy!!! m hungry !!" reali made me soo idk wad bt ... i miss him .. i miss his smell arn me.. i miss his warmth .. i miss his warm tite hug.. i miss hearin his hrtbeat .. i miss tracing onto his tattoos wif ma fingers .. i miss da way he closes his eyes wif his hands .. smile n stick out his tongue like a baby whn hez makin his way towards me.. i miss hw he scolds me .. i miss playin da "knuckle punching" i miss his hard pinches on ma face .. i miss da way he toks abt me to his mum .. "ma jus luk @ her eyes!" whn his mum luk @ me i'll be like.. damn ! u luk so like ur mum ! i miss those long distance walks wif him.. i'll be holdin onto his arms n all da indian gerls will be starin @ us .. i miss his voice.. whn he sings his fav song, he shakes his head n sing soo loudly! i miss da way he stares into ma eyes whn m too engrossed into tokin smth veri ineteresting! n he'll ask me.. "ma! y u givin sooo much of expression..??" n i'll be like.. arent u listenin to me..??!!aarrgghh !! listen first !!"haha .. i miss da way he holds me frm my bck.. n his face rubbin against mine.. i cn reali feel his love n his breath thru my ears .. i reali miss da way he wipes my tears whn i say " bi .. i dun wanna leave u .. i dun wanna go bck .. i 
will miss u badly .. cn we stay a lil longer..??" n he says.. "bi .. dun cry .. plssss plss ma.. i cnt tke it..daddy will miss u also .. bt i wont jus cry it out.. u knw hw much i will miss u whn m in my camp.. doin ma things" really he holds me tightly to his chest .. wipes off ma tears n kisses 
me on ma eyes .. n he says.. nva seen such a beautiful eyes ! n there i go smiling !! haha.. i miss da way he feeds me sayin.. "eatt!! eatt !! dun say full ! finish it !" aftr eatin he will touch n rub my stomach askin" ma, full ald uh..?? hehehe" he goes smiling like a kid .. i miss da way he plays wif my hair..coverin his face n says"mummmy !! lets play hide n seek" goshh !! m so gonna ... well m gonna stop it hre.. cus if m gonna go onn...... seriously i miss every single moment wif him.. i miss u .. n i miss u .. i got nth to say bt to end ma post n day sayin n thinkin .. i miss u .. whn will i be bck to ur arms .. ?? - Her yearns n memories ... Its all abt him ...
Labels: ....I MISS MA SON SHOVIN....., aTTiTuDe LoVeS HiS TaToOs'
Posted by ♠䆆ï†üЀ♠ ★GerL★ at 9:04 PM
Sunday, July 11, 2010
New blog skin..?? yeah.. da old one kinda bored..
okay i give up doin ma new blog..
haiz..
well.. holidays out ! n..
school's in !
so wads new..?? nth much bt stress..notes..projects..
n ermm..
yeah .. gottta cut dwn shopping..
so wads up wif schhooll..??? hehe new pic to c !
Well.. whn i wore dis specs.. sum1 in da lift humiliated me
by tellin i luk like a porn star! damn!
i've nva gt such a comment man !!
argh !
haha..
ermm.. since nw its 2.2 !!
things r fallin on d edge of smth called limit ..
i dun care whoeva says smth abt me.
sure ! dun gt surprised..
m gonna fight for my ryts!
n dun blame me for being such a bitch !
i dun wanna tok much..
bt..
"LET US ALL ENJOY 2.2 ..
DA FINAL JOURNEY TO GRADUATION.."
Posted by ♠䆆ï†üЀ♠ ★GerL★ at 9:46 PM
Thursday, July 8, 2010
OoOOHH NONO!! ma blog is super dead !!
well m hre to puek everythin.. haha..well wad hpnd
to ma new bloG? hhaha.. m nt reali done yt so yeah..
well current issues.. night shoppin @ lil india.. dinner
ina restaurant eat till ma belt gonna pecah !
haha .. and yeah ma MISSION SUCCEESS!! weee!!
bitch lost n i won ! n lets all sing..
ALL DA SINGLE LADIES..
ALL DA SINGLE LADIES..
nw put ur hands up!
wuuuhuhuu!!
ridin in da nyt wif him is super fun ..
his perfume n warmth makes me feel so......
haiz.. i dunno watta say ..
whn da red light blinks on da traffic ..
i hug him soo tight & close ma eyes ..
takin a deep breath.. n dat smell of him..
argh! i miss it all n i'll nva forgt dat night wif him ...
n enjoy those moments..
make sure i enjoy n keep all those memories..
" a relationship dat runs off in tym n keeps us together meanwhile"
aites! shake it off shobi !
wednesday ladies nite club was AWESOME!!!
fuck! i had a hell outta tym der..
hot guys arn..dance floor.. tequila drinks..
damn.. i had a gr8 tym.. stumbling over ma heels
whn i was drunk.. haha was super fun!
nxt m goin wif him ! ofcos i jus cnt wait..
WELL BABY ONE MORE TYM ! lets spin on da dance floor..
those twists n turns i'll nva forggt it all .. i love u:)
alryts..dats ma messy love life..
haha... okayy.. cassie veri close to ma parents..
we have lunch together n all..
fun !
i feel like shez part of ma family ..
well its confirm i will be flyin over n upgradin n stuFFs......
P.S. m graduatin soon. n hell yeah ! der will be no more shobi
da bitch ! itz shobi da nurse who USE to be 1 .. alryts..
alot n alot to mention luh bt i tired..
to finish, haters .. my ex boyfrends .. i love u'll
cus u guys made me so famous did mw wrong n made me stronG!
credit goes to u guys:)) hate me more?m so gonna smile more!
