Thursday, May 27, 2010
I wish i was back to ma childhood again..i wanna be ma daddy's little gerl again..
i wanna cry to ma dad dat i fall while playin
instead of cryin to him dat i've lost alot in ma
life n m so called a "bitch to "certain" people..
readers, dis might shock you.
nva in ma life i suddenli lost all ma mood..
sittin dwn n started to think n reflect wadeva
i've done in ma life..
as u all knw m a "wadeva" "cbb"
kinda gerl.. bt suddenli pass few days i
wasnt maself..
ppl noticed it n askin me..
hey! shobi.. wads wrong wif u..??
ma ans was.. nth. m tired . no mooD to work.
i dunno wad has gone wrong in me.
bt trust me i hav no answer behind ma
weird behavior.
okay. i dun wanna tok any longer..
ma life is a secret.
no matter hw much u gt close to me,
ma truth n ma past will nva gt revealed to u.
dun force n waste ur energy askin me cus,
m a gerl who likeS to keep certain to maself.
cus i seriously dun trust any1..
no matter u r ma fren for dunno hw long or wad..
cus ma onli person i find impt is
me n maself.
sooner or ltr everythin is gonna be over.
hopefully.
N if i have a chance,
i badly wanna go back
to ma childhood.
start it all over.
all over again dat i wont go thru
all those pain n betrayels..
nw ,
i tell maself.
enuff shobi. its enuff.
u hav went thru alot.
lets jus stop everythin.
nva regret n start anew.
its nva too late.
bt der is onli one thing i wish
i cn do ryt nw,
erase all ma mistakes ..
be ma daddy's lil gerl once n for all..
n ma final say for dis post.
I LOVE YOU DADDY ..
Labels: i wish i Travel back to ma childhood.. i love u daddy ..
Posted by ♠䆆ï†üЀ♠ ★GerL★ at 11:06 PM
Monday, May 24, 2010
aites m bored to death.
came hre to post smth.
okay.
after a veri long tym,
i wanna wryt smth nice.
haha.
well.. currentli wads goin on..??
well m searchin for ma "new blog's"
skin which will perfectly fit in .
okay and ermm..
attachs finishin SooN..
guess wad..?? alll ma frends
are attached.. finally!!
ahhh..
nvadaless to say dat all r happy
n..
keepin in touch wif me.
P.S. m odd 1 out !
waakaka!
town shoppin wif cassie was gr8!!
movie..lunch ina restaurant ..
crazy shopping ..
awesome! n
da best thing i like to do is
walkin arn da town in da nite.
aftr veri long was like hell yeah!
fun !
cnt wait to grad..
everyone who read dis will be like
yeah!! faster i cnt wait..
another 6 months..??
n aftr dat no more..
"student"
its..
AN shobana..
cool uh !
kay drop dis..
nw ma phone n ma mind
is restin in peace.
no more irritatin "faky"
phone callS.
needless to answer dat.
besides things dat pissing me oFF,
i started to love goin out to town.
shop till i drop.
haha.
esp valerie! woots!
da shop of ma kind.
well.. other dan dat.
late nite phone calls to cassie.
tokin crap!
haha!
shez ma veri gd fren:)
since K1! lol. okay den.
gettina phone call.
gotta ans.
chow!
-aTTiTuDe aftr veri long.. 2135
Labels: she's strong dan eva..
Posted by ♠䆆ï†üЀ♠ ★GerL★ at 9:16 PM
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
piercings tattoos' everywhere.."n whn u c me arnd better turn arnd"
n u knw wad..??
dun search for me cus..
itz gonna be soon.. very soon..
trust me, baby .. ..
Labels: like i wanted ... tattoos piercings .. moving soon ..
Posted by ♠䆆ï†üЀ♠ ★GerL★ at 11:46 PM
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Let me tell u dis..sooner or ltr..
everythin willl "nva" be da same..
trust me.. dun ever ask me
y..?? cus u knw wad..??
i dun give a bloody damn business..
dun tke advantage of ma silence..
itz nt gonna lead it anywhere..
break ir or hold it..
itz ur choice..
n i will nva look da same..
sound da same..
n..
totally be da same..!!
a week to go..
save urself..
b4 i end ma post..
if u c me arn..
turn arn..
Labels: shez diff..
Posted by ♠䆆ï†üЀ♠ ★GerL★ at 12:07 AM
Monday, May 10, 2010
okay peeps arn me askin wadz up wif ma bloG..??ma ans to dem..
"giggles..ermm...giggles again"
datz wad i cn reply..
i knw! i knw! its gettin
nasty..dirty & secrety!
cus ma current blog is super public..
whn m shifted to ma new bloG,
m gonna post everythin der..
or..
maybe nt..
haiz idk..
i dun wanna tell anythin..
bt @ tyms in anger i wanna blurp
n scream to da top of ma voice..
jus say..
FUCKKKKKKK OFFFFFFF!!!
okay ..?? juz fuck off cn..??
stop followin me n ..
stop comin in ma thoughts..
its weird..
sumtyms.. i'll tell maself..
fuck oFF!!
n suddenli thinkin ova again.
haiz.. mayb ma mistake
itz ma mistake for givin another thought..
nw lookin @ others life..
makes me think like..
eh! dey hav grown much matured..
hey dey make a gd pair..
n in da back of ma mind..
"lets c hw long dey r gonna b together"
wif a sacarstic smile on ma face..
i dunno hw n y i've been thinkin like dis..
n seriously idk hw i started to be like dis..
well thinkin abt ma innocency ..
m like.. arrghh!!
i hate being a innocent nerdy idiot!
if i hate u i'll hate u foreva...
n if i were to c u arn..
u knw hw badli m gonna stare @ u..
no nid stare luh.. juz luk @ u enuFF
ald.. u knw wad m thinkin n
wad i wanna u to do..
yeah!
fuck off!!! gt it..?? fuck off!!
juz fuck off!!
piSSeD to da core sia..
dis peeps arn me..
haiz dunno watta say..
an ex bitch nw tryina be a hot chick!
omg! no matter wad, ur inner image will
nva fade awy.. gt it , bitch!
wadeva to u luh..
if u cn bitch abt me, it'll nva
tke me long to bitch arn abt u..
cus u knw smth..??
IF U CALL ME A BITCH, U R A ULTIMATE BITCH!!!
u dun knw anythin abt me,
all u knw is i stare @ peeps..
jyeah if i dun like da person,
i'll do dat!! datz ma attitude..
u gt a proB...?? deal with it!
cus i dun caRe wad u say abt me..
i dun nid ur "testimonials"
i dun hav da nid to prove ma
"innocency" cus i knw it maself itz enuFF for me..
seriously sia.. m damn pissed to da core..
i still gotta almst 2 weeks to shift to ma new bloG..
things r veri terribly bad.
no doubt itz gonna b private...
cus onli peeps whom i treasure will
able to hav a space on ma bloG..
nt invited..?? fuck oFF!
wait a min..
hey dude!
ur fren asks me..
"anythin wrong"
n m like.. ermm.. well ur fren wanna be alone..
ur fren goes on sayin.
ermm well we'll tok abt it..
i'll give u a call bck..
i told maself.. hez nva gonna call bck luh babe!
hah! happened .. !!
well comin back or nt gonna come bck..
nt ma fuckin prob..
well da door is nt fully opened or closed..
dun make it tooo late will i shuts n nva gonna open..
cus baby, trust me ..
m nt dat nice or gentle to handle wif..
or m nt dat kinda gerl who gets soft easily..
or..
m nt soo kind n nice dat u expected..
nt anymore .. .. .. . .. .. .. .. .. ..
well watt i gotta say for nw..??
FUCKK OFF!!!
Posted by ♠䆆ï†üЀ♠ ★GerL★ at 11:43 PM
Sunday, May 9, 2010
Okay!! nt gonna yack..well one week has gone..
things were gD @ first..
den..
ermm..
haiz..
i dunno watta say..
meanwhile...
waitin for attachs to be finished..
faster faster grad ..
n..
strt to njoy "schooless" life..
n yeah nth much.. dun wanna detail stuFFs..
chowZ!
FUCK U WYNTER!
Labels: FUCK U WYNTER
Posted by ♠䆆ï†üЀ♠ ★GerL★ at 12:46 AM
Sunday, May 2, 2010
IM SOOOSOOSOOOOSOSOSOO BLOODY DAMN HAPPY!!serisouly nva in ma life i gt so excited n..n...
arrghh!! i dunno howtta express ma feelings!!
niya knws it!! haha!
"BEN IS BACK" oh ma god!!!
we started hvina conversatn..
like aftr soo long m tokin to him like..
like... m so dumb-founded!
haiz.. bt jyeah din expect ma week1
will be filled wif such a surprise!!
it shud be a nononooo!! it MUST be a happy ending!
ben is bck!! ben is bck!! ben is bck!! ben is bck!!
Labels: BEN IS BACK .... BEN IS BACK...
