Monday, September 28, 2009


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Sunday, September 27, 2009

Heyhey!! last nite.........
wuah.. was like damn fun!! my sister restricted me frm drinkin much..haha.. loads of peeps der crappin n makin fun.. bt i nva kacho like tamilachi lah.. was jus behavin like wad i was.. went der arnd 12 plus 1.. came bak home arn 5.. den i onli knew dat i went to toilet n jump into my bed.. end up i woke up @ 5 in da evening!! omg!! haha.. well dun wanna mention much cus i even dun rmb wad happened!!! XD

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Friday, September 25, 2009

OKaY! another day has gone.. and TGIF!! arrghh... tom is sat gonna go c my bf!! ohh!! i miss him badly.. nw botak ald!! wakakaka!!! =X okay! m sorry.. hehe.. probably wud b goin in da morning.. and comin bak late evening!! wuuhooo!! n guess waD?? after dat late night goin out wif my sis..slack wif her so called "GanGs" den ape lagi..?? DRINK!! wuuhoo.. i wanna drink...i wanna drink...i wanna drink..hehe okok.. den return home da nxt morning drunk!! wuuhoo.. njoy njoy!! haha.. okay nth much to say ald.. for nw m gonna hav 1st stage of pressure sore.. so tom if i move my ass out will be better.. haha! missin my daughtties!! lurves!! XD

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Tuesday, September 22, 2009

HOME..FOOD..HSEWORK...SLEEP

eh-alo!! haha.. alamak!! stay @ home cn gt rotten lah.. like wat niya said..
nowhere to go..jus stickin my ass on da seat..sittin infront of lappy doin nonsense stuffs.. sooner or later i gonna get PRESSURE SORES in my ass!! LoL!! HAHA.. No more bed sore.. SOFA SORE! LoL!! HAHA.. k cool shobi.. well my bf came online gav me a big shock dat he'd be goin to aus for his camp!! i was like.. uuhh..?? u kiddin me..?? haiz.. nvm.. ald missin him like one hell for nt seein him ova a week nw.. nw he's goin off.. sob sob.. nvm.. sty strong..!! haha.. btw still plannin to go out.. dunno where.. bt dis tym it wud be diff..cus my third daughty asha will be joinin "URS"haha.. its gonna b fun!! wuhoo..!! wokay.. besides dat.. der's a ilan knws m att.. still int to meet me.? i asked him.. u itchy ah??!! haha .... !! den gt to knw he's my fren's cousin! lol.. world is sososoo small! ermm.. nth much for today.. oh yah!! another thing.. i reali burst out today! saw dis gal's profile @ fb.. she addedd me..dunno for wad fuck..
kay viewed her.. den luk thru her pics lah.. den saw her bf... sial la mcm bpk!! hayoh.. den as i luk more into it gt to knw dat her bf made fren wif me in si.. say he's nt att!! bt dey r couples!! i was like.. ermmm.... k nvm.. shall mute n nt tell her her bf is playin arnd.. bt i thinkin whether to tell or nt.. hhehe.. shobana bz bdy ah..?? LoL!! Den ermm.. dun wan ah.. ltr gt any prob confirm i kena.. might as well shut up ah! haha.. saw all her pics wif her bf i burst out sia seriously!!! hahah...thinkin abt it nw its damn funny!! haha.. k k cool.. gtg ald.. keep me informed abt da outing!! bubye!!

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Sunday, September 20, 2009

my bf came back after veri long.. everyday morning i wake up thinkin will he be bak today..??? badly missin him n atlast he's bak!!! saw him online.. i thought i will be hearin him first!but saw him online instead... dats kinda...ermm... ==" no comments.. dun wanna tok further.. anyways!!!!!
cnt wait to go out wit my daughtties!! missin dem badly!! hahas.. heyhey!! wad's da plan..?? tag or call me asap!! XD anyways.. guess wad..??? niya did fb.. hahas.. yeah its a big issue.. sum1 was anti-fb.. haha.. heyhey!! sry yesterday kinda bad mood lah.. nva tok properly.. sry eh!! anyways.. dis 3 weeks hols m gonna enjoy myself like nobodie's business!!! cus i wanna njoy b4 i suffer..!! haha.. dun forgt to tell me da plans.. bubyezzZzZzz..

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Saturday, September 19, 2009


HeyHey!! bck post after veri long tym!! hahas... veri veri happy dwn here!! holidays r here.. ape lagi..?? sleep...hang out...enjoy!! haha.. well den friday went bak to sch after work.. to update sum cca stuffs.. saw sulastri n niya.. was like screamin arnd n sososoo excited to c each other.. went crazy!! haha..

FIFI! DUNNO DOIN WAT!
ALL HAPPY2 WALKIN ..

NIYA N LALA..



MY SWEET DAUGHTTIES!! AWWW.. SO HAPPY TO C DEM TOGETHER!!
LIKE SO HAPPY IN DA PIC! LURVESS!!!



Lukin like a monkey!! say hoohooo!! hahaha.. well durin rehab attachments stickin wif her all da way.. disturbin her all da tym..hehe.. kinda fun lah!! hahas.. well rehab centre attachs.. kinda boring! but gotta learn loads of stuffs dwn der.. so m happy for dat lah.. n ofcos my grades are veri gd!!! XD




sum pics comin up.. haha.. kampong climbin dunno wat..








PULLEYS!!! LURVE TO PLAY WIT IT.. HAHAS..




JUS US.. NO1 SAW..LUCKY!! XD

ACT-CUTE EH..?? JKJK!!


WAD..?? I KNW U FASTIN! BT DUN STARE @ ME DRINKIN WATER LIDAT!!!


DOIN WAT..?? CYCLING TO WHER??
EXERCISE EH..?? GDGD!!


SHOBANA DA BODY-BUILDER!!!! HAHA..SUITE ME OR NOT..??
DUN EXERCISE LAH.. TOO SKINNY ALD!!!
PULLEY!! PULL PULL!! HAHA..
WELL, yeah..dats all for attach pics.. nth much lah.. well dunno watta gonna do during holidays!! missin my bf like hell!!! he n.s. lah.. hayoo dunno whn cumbak.. haiz.. anyways.. hope 3 weeks holidays will b damn fun.. enjoy!!! ya lah ltr suffer for nxt 3 months!! haha.. scraed abt exam results... :S k lah goin off lah.. bubye lah..
















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Sunday, September 13, 2009


Hey! bak to post again.. today m like so "BOCHAP!!!!" lots of ppl backstabbin..dunno whether purposely or accidently doin things to make me feel irritatin or hate dem.. well simply shobana is aint gonna giv a bloody damn! u knw wad..?? i gotta life on my own.. m gonna mind my veri own business.. stop lukin & laughin @ my ass... cus in de end m gonna be da 1 gonna laugh my ass out!! choose da life u prefer.. dun be ina dilemma.. i dun wanna ruin ur life.. if u think u r still ina dark.. its tym to wake up! m aint gonna stand der n wait for you.. like i said.. i gotta life.. i'll be moving on.. n goin on my own way.. m not like da gerl whom i used to be.. soft-hearted..thinkin of others b4 i say or do smth.. givin a second thought.. nah! its all over!! i will do wat i wan.. like it or not..?? its ur veri own fuckin business.. cus i feel comfortable for wad i m! i hate changing for ppl.. simpli m over it!! nth much to say... livin my life wif my loved ones.. ryt nw.. missin my frends.. SULASTRI NIYA NAD... haiz.. nth much to say....

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Saturday, September 12, 2009








Jus randomly uploadin dis pics.. bored.. n yeahh attachs r comin.. startin ald! all gonna go apart!! haizz..felt like i just stepped into campus after 3 months!! hayoyo.. no choice but gotta go n work! its nt abt workin.. da prob is gt nth to do!!!!!!!!!! hav to jus stand der oni.. haiz.. anyways.. woke up in da afternoon.. wif so much of frustrations... dunno y.. nt ina gd mood da whole day.. weather so hot.. plus havin weird dreams ova da pass few days.. and most of it is like comin true.. dunno wad's happenin!! my frends went m.i.a. hope dey r fine.. my bf.. dunno go where!! jus nw online aso playin game.. he sound so dead!! m like feelin bloody damn lonely.. haiz.. dunno pass few days everythin is like so weird.. bleedin in fingers n legs while cleanin da hse.. was so careful bt yt dis is happenin to me.. aftr veri long my mind running.. i gotta checkin to rehab.. !!!! my bad mood is givin me disease.. feelin damn bored @ home.. nth to do.. worst thing is... nobody to tok to!!!!!!!!!!! ahyo.. nvm.. gonna slp lah.. n yeah smoke lah!! njoy da pics.. bye..







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Thursday, September 10, 2009



BISHAN!!!!!!!! hahas..startin to miss dat place.. guess i wont be goin for a couple of days or so... well.. loads of interestin n funny things r happenin hre!! yesterday..... went ova to meet my bf..den ila came wif me to c her "so called" admirer.. hahas.. jus a normal meeting lah.. think whn both of dem saw each other... it was.. LURVE @ FIRST SIGHT!!! ;) cool or wat..?? hahas i was like a magnet sittin so close to my bf attracted to him.. mud...me..ila..satay..leon esp kin was der!! hahas.. he and his funny phlem voice.. wadeva he say i laugh like mad!!!







k i gt no idea wad he is doin.. lol..



well den... another funniest thing was.. leon n mad!! hahahahaha.. even nw i laughing while m writtin... haha.. cnt help it.. mud can b a veri gd buillier... whnevea leon is indulged wif smth interestin he pinch his hips n distract him.. n da best prt is u shud c leon's face expression.. its like damn damn funny!! even ila n i burst out!! haha.. der was once he was holdin to a paper den whn he pinch he threw away da paper in shock!! and another tym was he go hit mud's face until mud'a cap fly da other side.. CLOWNS!! seriously i laugh till i tear!! lol!!







k dis is leon.. frm da face can c abit selenge.. n ila calls him AH-QUA!! lol... funny peeps!



k meanwhile me n bf was tryin ila n mud to start the process and make dem tok to each otheR.. haiz.. it was aint workin.. ila wasnt makin any move.. n mud was tok also like not much response.. wantd to make dem sit together aso cnt.. she keep moving awy.. hayoo!! dat 1 1 big headache!! another thing is.. my head was aching veri badly cus i laugh so hard n too much.. i dunno y!! whn all laugh hard the stomach aches.. bt for me.. my head aches!! nonsenses.. haiz.. cudn leave da place.. no hrt to leave my bf n another thing was i was enjoyin myself laughin out sososoo loud! can u imagine i laugh till i tear.. hahaha... den it gt dark w/o my knowledge.. n ila was like..hey gettinn late la sial! haiz.. den watta do.. gotta leave ah.. bt b4 dat had a photo session..







candid shot.. ila.. w/o her knowledge.. tll nw she dunno!!



da grp of entertainers... my bf...mud..leon..kin!! haha.. funny ppl!!!





VARKEY!! DIS IS TODAY'S INCIDENT!!! N TOPIC OF DA DAY...?? MUD N ILA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





OK.. today da best day eva!!! after so much hard workin of me n my bf.. dey got together.. how..?? ask me!!! hahas.. actualli last nyt dey 2 confess dat dey like each other!! so.... dey met todae aso.. n guess who came along wif us..?? SHAMALA!!! hayahh.. forgt to tke pic of her!! nvm.. it wud disgrace my beautiful blog!! lol.. jkjkjk!! den ermm.. we jus slack... after daty shamala went off.. left wif me..my bf..ila..mud.. so me ..satay..n mud had a plan..let mud lie on ila's lap.. haha.. so we all go to da stone table.. me n my bf occupy 1 of da stone chair.. den gt another 1 more.. no choice ila hav to move der sit wif mud.. haha.. den dey 2 sit together wif so much of gap in btwn.. no1 wanna make their move.. until my bf got fed-up squeeze ila near to mud.. yet not too close so i join squeeze hre squeeze der atlast make dem sit close up.. haha.. den sumhw we force force force make him lie on da lap..


varkey! den after dat we still disturb ah.. say hey kiss each other.. lol.. den mud was like.. eh! cannot cannot.. i fasting
!! ayah!! watta waste!! haiz.. nvm..nxt time lah.. den a pic of them together.. cool ryt!! dis 1 aso me n my bf kinda force.. aha..

oh ya wait!! b4 dat pic.. my bf push both of dem.. jus for dat pic.. hahas.. kinda weird video.. haha.. must c mud's face veri happy sia!!! LoL!!XD

p.s. let da video load fully first.. den play.. dun be kanchong play on da spot.. it takes onli a few mins..








Fuckin nice sia!!!!!


haha.. den ermm.. skin came ova.. after veri long saw him.. and another interestin character.... whn all dis thingwas happenin.. der was 1 person ... playin psp.. totally CBB...!!!




2 HOURS LATER.......







K dis 1 i dunno jus tuk..candid!! haha.. mud luk like a drug addict... ila..?? dunno!! haha.. den after dat skin..mud..satay all tokin tellin secret to each other's ear..i was like.... wad da hell is happenin..?? whn i ask say nth.. nth.. yesterday u did dis to ila wat!! so nw our turn ah!! lol.. thanks ah.. my bf aso nva tell wad thing!! haiz.. nvm.. den ermm.. ila broke dwn cus of a prob! den had a situation to leave.. haiz.. cudn leave my bf.!! cnt c him till monday!!!!!!!!!!!! hayoooo.... nvm.. tahan..tahan.... dey send us till da bus-stop.. left my bf givin a gud bye kiss.. n yep went off!! nw thinkin of everythin n wadeva happened!! its reali funny!! had a gr8 tym dis pass 2 days!! nw missin my bf... haiz.. anywaes enjoy da pics!! gtg.... SAYONARA!!!




MUD! DA SACHOK PRT 2.. PRT 1..?? MY BF!!! HAHA..








MUACKS SACHOK BIII!!!

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Wednesday, September 9, 2009


Today is bonji's birthday!! he told me to celebrate for him.. as he cnt celebrate... nvm.. hre goes ur birthday song..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BONJI..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!!!! FEEWEET!!

MISSIN U MAN..!!! MAY GOD BLESS U ALWAYS!!! =)

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Tuesday, September 8, 2009
















Today is a veri veri big huge day!! Pl
ppl crappin arnd dancing..singing..fahmy said dey all veri lame n nonsense.. end up go join dem!!! lol!!hre r da pics!! lol.. zul holdin his butt!! funny!!! gonna miss u guys!! n ofcos campussssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Monday, September 7, 2009

i dunno wad in da world today made me think of bonji.. @ tyms whn i cum to think of him its like.... i dunno hw to say.. m nt tryina emo hre.. jus miss his presence.. hope he will be bak veri soon... bt m movin on.. its veri hard for me.. bt i lurve my boifren.. m ina complication.. no matter wat.. i will be strong...hold on to tears n fight bak my emo feelings.. his b'day is cumin veri soon.. he told me to celebrate for him.. hw can i ..?? w/o him..?? haiz.. this bloody song reminds me of him... thinkin of u by katty perry.... and da lyrics reali hurts.. like as though da song was made jus for me n him.......
Comparisons are easily doneOnce you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a treeI picked the ripest one, I still got the seed
You said move on, where do I go?I guess second best is all I will know'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you(Thinking of you, thinking of you)Thinking of you,
what you would do If you were the one who was spending the night(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your eyes
You're like an Indian summer in the middle of winterLike a hard candy with a surprise center
How do I get better once I've had the best?You said there's tons of fish in the water, so the waters I will test
He kissed my lips, I taste your mouth, oh!(Taste your mouth)He pulled me in, I was disgusted with myself'
Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you(Thinking of you, thinking of you)Thinking of you,
what you would doIf you were the one who was spending the night(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking intoYou're the best, and yes, I do regretHow I could let myself let you go
Now, now the lesson's learnedI touched it, I was burnedOh, I think you should know!'
Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you(Thinking of you, thinking of you)Thinking of you,
what you would doIf you were the one who was spending the night(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your, your eyesLooking into your eyes, looking into your eyesOh, won't you walk through?And bust in the door and take me away?Oh, no more mistakes'Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay, stay

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Saturday, September 5, 2009

k today totally no mood! sum ppl dwn hre irritatin me! one fine day m gonna burst out.. and dun cum n say sorry if i do.. seriously i swear u've nva seen me in dat way... controllin everythin.. i jus dun understand y dis ppl r like dat.. if i say no wanna argue.. if i say dun call wana call n irritate.. if i say get lost u r standin ryt infront of me! wad is dis..?? wad r u tryina saY? i hate ppl controlling me in anythin.. bloody irritatin.. ! exams r comin n stupid tings runnin in my mind! can let it go.. bt no matter hw dey bring me dwn.. i will nva get perturbed by dis fuckin anoyers! no mood.. gettin more pissed....

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Thursday, September 3, 2009

m so gonna miss doin dat face wif zul!! arghh.. gonna leave our classmates again n go cp!! i hate cp!! so irritatin..boring!! gt nothin to do!! hayoyyo.. sum1 pls help me!!!i wan sulastri n others.. its gonna b so damn boreD!! haiz.. well den as for today.. went to sch all say tired aftr goin to da ns open hse.. i nva go..slp @ home! hehe.. wad ya expect..?? shobana is gd @ it..! ;) den ermm..niya n sulastri said got alot of sachok ilans.. i wasted nva go.. gt 1 ilan my kind.. veri tough big build!! i was like..ayah.. nvm lah.. nxt tym mayb? hehe ... den da whole class kena wash n lick up da sim centre.. so der r sum pics of da hardworkings..
LETCHMI.. MOPING... VERI HARDWORKIN.. KEEP IT UP! XD

FATTAH HOLDIN ON TO DA VACUUM.. VERI HARDWORKIN.. N ZUL SITTIN DWN DOIN NTH.. SINGIN SONG ALL DA WAY..


HAHAS.. cudn tke much pics cus da gteachers were walkin arnd.. luckily no1 tuk a snap of me wipping glass!! hehe.. ESCAPE!!! hahas.. den aftr sch went bak home wif ila n shamala.. oh ya btw! niya.. shamala veri pretty ryt?? hehex.. lol.. came bak home blogging.. haiz.. missin my bf! tom no sch yeah!! study ah.. still preparin.. stress ah.. niwaes ! gtg.. bubye!




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Tuesday, September 1, 2009


Varkey!!! yesterdae went to sch.. den nth much ah.. jus do pbl.. niya was so hyperactive.. jumping hre n der.. n keep sayin i so happy lah!! hmmm... strange ryt..?? n yeah mayb cus she's gonna date remy! lol.. hahas.. den ermm.. aftr sch.. go eat smoke.. fly out of sch to go meet satay!!! hahas den.. went to his hse.. relax @ his sofa again.. ahhhh... den watchin da japanese game show.. den watching sulastri's video dat has ghazali.. lol!! it was damn funny.. we were like laughin .. i reali laugh like 1 mad! den.. suddenly da bro came in.. wuahh... sachok!! fan n air-con please!! k den i go sitr inside da room.. quiet quiet ply psp.. he go do hse wrk.. poor guy.. i pitty him.. =( aftr everythin went dwn sit wif his frens.. as usual laughin like a mad.. den erm.. jus wnt bak.. den da another younger bro was @ home... he another sachok.. wuahh.. okok.. sorry lah i jus say handsum oni.. bt all da 2 bro veri fair.. veri nice features n handsum.. dey dun luk like indian.. more like arab punjabi.. wuhoo!! cool o wad.. hehex.. bt nva tok to dem.. cus i dunno what dey think of me.. so yeah.. summore dey watchin tv..playin lappy..dun wanna dis dem by yackin like a old grandma..!! hahas den da best prt of da day is....
his room is @ da corridoor der.. so he opened da window.. n he was sittin in da bed.. i was sittin in a chair.. we were nva like sittin together o wad lah.. den we were tokin abt sum issues.. den skali da mum came lah sial! i fist thought who sial.. da neighbour or wat..she was keep lukin @ me.. den i like.. jam! by da tym i wantd to say hey.. who is dat bhind u, she said to him standin outside da window.. ai..??? wad u doin hre?? den she was keep lukin @ me... den he said.. oh... nth.. jus sittin dwn tokin.. dis 1 my fren.. den she was like.. oh.. mm.. den she walk awy.. den i ask him.. hey who is dat..?? den he said.. MOTHER!!!! my hrt stopped pumpin awhile.. she came in da room.. den he 1 blur seh.. go tell da mum.. err... her name shobana... she's a nurse!! lol!!! i dunno wad made him say dat!!! hahaha.. even nw whn i think of it m like laughin like a mad! den erm.. she was like.. oh... y she came hre to do treatment for u ah..?? den i like laugh.. smile2.. i dunno watta say.. haha.. den she walked to da kitchen.. doin smth der.. den i quickly packed my stuffs.. wanna leave ald.. i jus said.. bye unty.. lol.. left da hse.. wanna burst out bt controllin.. hhahas.. den he walked wif me all da way to bus-stop.. den da bus like took sooo long... haiz.. den was gettin late summore.. he like kinda quarrel.. nt reali quarrel ah.. like a misunderstandin.. den whn my bus came nva giv a gdbye kiss like i do everytym.. ngry ah!! he aso like nth relax.. jus walk bak.. i tuk bus keep thinkin of it.. den felt bad for usin such words.. msg him sayin sorry.. blabla.. den ok ald. ask him wad his mummy say.. u knw wad she go ask da bro or nt?? y da gerl big n tall dan sathiya!! lol!! watta humiliation..?? super humiliation!! guess she ald knw m his gerl! lol! hahas.. den nth much.. go bak home.. father nva ask anyth y late n stuffs..went to shower... stinkin like a dead rat inside longkang! hahas.. den ermm.. go slp.. k.o. seh! den morning suppossed to go meet him.. den no money.. den 4gt it ah.. he aso sick.. nvm let him rest.. nw bloggin.. its raining outside.. feels so gd... well dn.. nth much to say.. byezzzzzz

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