Thursday, May 27, 2010
I wish i was back to ma childhood again..i wanna be ma daddy's little gerl again..
i wanna cry to ma dad dat i fall while playin
instead of cryin to him dat i've lost alot in ma
life n m so called a "bitch to "certain" people..
readers, dis might shock you.
nva in ma life i suddenli lost all ma mood..
sittin dwn n started to think n reflect wadeva
i've done in ma life..
as u all knw m a "wadeva" "cbb"
kinda gerl.. bt suddenli pass few days i
wasnt maself..
ppl noticed it n askin me..
hey! shobi.. wads wrong wif u..??
ma ans was.. nth. m tired . no mooD to work.
i dunno wad has gone wrong in me.
bt trust me i hav no answer behind ma
weird behavior.
okay. i dun wanna tok any longer..
ma life is a secret.
no matter hw much u gt close to me,
ma truth n ma past will nva gt revealed to u.
dun force n waste ur energy askin me cus,
m a gerl who likeS to keep certain to maself.
cus i seriously dun trust any1..
no matter u r ma fren for dunno hw long or wad..
cus ma onli person i find impt is
me n maself.
sooner or ltr everythin is gonna be over.
hopefully.
N if i have a chance,
i badly wanna go back
to ma childhood.
start it all over.
all over again dat i wont go thru
all those pain n betrayels..
nw ,
i tell maself.
enuff shobi. its enuff.
u hav went thru alot.
lets jus stop everythin.
nva regret n start anew.
its nva too late.
bt der is onli one thing i wish
i cn do ryt nw,
erase all ma mistakes ..
be ma daddy's lil gerl once n for all..
n ma final say for dis post.
I LOVE YOU DADDY ..
Labels: i wish i Travel back to ma childhood.. i love u daddy ..
