Sunday, February 14, 2010
Aitez i miss him ryt nw..
haiz..
yesterday kena scoldin frm him like nobodie's business!
m god...
m sorry dear..
itz ma fault..
haiz.. i feel super stupid for sayin such things..
eventhough i din sound like m cryin ova da phone,
he found out n knew i was cryin!
cus i nva kena marah frm any1 like dat b4..
and another thing is he alwayz says i will leave him for sure..
haiz.. its hurting.. try walkin in ma shoe awhile..
u love dis person so much like u cn do anythin for dem..
bt sumtyms dey say..
i knw dat u'll leave me for sure..
regardless tellin dem dat u wont..
its hurting .. well dis is wad i feel..
i love him till i cn go krazy..
m serious..
and yeah speakin of which..
he told me cool dwn n will call me inawhile..
cus he dun like to hear me cry or sad..
cus everytym m like playin arn..noisy..
haha..
den he called bak..
sayin.. i nid u to cum dwn nw..
i was like.. uh! 1o plus in da night!
u gotta be kiddin !
he said i dun care!
i was like uh.. okay..
he's comin ryt frm him camp..
i was thinkin.. hw da hell cn he come out sia?
so i badli wantd to c him too..
told a fat lie to ma mum..she was like uh.. ok ok
be fast ..
phew!
den whn da lift door opened to da first floor..
he was standin ryt infront of ma eyes..
on dat point of tym ma hrt skipped a beat..
i dunno howtta express dat feeling bt felt
so like sayin sorry for being stupid hugging him..
den we walked dwn .. ma eyes were swollen n red.. he touched ma eyes n luked ryt into ma eyes n said..
m sorry.. i shudn hav scolded u ..
baby sorry k?
baby will nva do dis again..
i felt so like awwwwww....
n i said .. no itz ma fault m sorry.. m so sorry..
felt his embrace n warmth ..
i was like uh! m bak to his big warm arms dat brings me closer to hear his hrtbeat.. i lost da feelin of missing him .. n gt da fear dat i'll miss him whn he walks away.. den we toked to each other awhile n send me back home leavin a kiss on fa forehead.. awww.. i miss him.. haizzz...
after sendin me off i was walkin along da corridor reaching home.. he called me n said.. baby dun worry ok?
we'll tok tonite.. love u ..
ahhhhh...
i juz love da feeling of being loved by him dis much!
m so super gifted..
n nw... i miss him like hell..
he's so bz!
valentine day .. ??
ahh.. dosen mean valentine day is da day i muz be wif him shower him wif love n stuffs.. ryt nw i juz feel..
I JuZ WaNNa Go SuMWheRe FaRAwAy WiF HiM.. FoRGeTTiN ImpT PhOnE CaLLs & ExAmS .. SiT SuMWheRe Near By Da RiVeR WiF A BiG BRiGhT MooN SiTTiN RyT OnToP Da RiVeR.. N MaKiN PRoMiSeS LuKiN RyT InTo HiS EyEs .. i'LL NvA LeaVe U..N i LoVe U .. n i mean it..
y m i like dis..??
i dunno! m krazy..??
i still dunno..
maybe juz fallin too deep in love..
awww.. i miss him.. aitez peepz.. dun think i've gone krazy..
lol..
so uh.. gonna do sumthinkz..
and yeah another impt thing..
"I LOVE HIS TATOOS'"
Labels: I HaTe Da FeeLiN Of MiSSiN HiM...... i love his tatoos'
