Monday, November 9, 2009
Heyhey! quite load of things happenin dwn hre..
cn say dat attitude is "kinda broken" after veri veri soso super long..
y?? all cus of frens.. 12 yr best fren n yeah other frends..
jus feel like m goin veri far awy frm my daughtties after da fight/misunderstandin.. lukin @ their pics out yesterday makes me feel like..
damn... i miss sharin da fun! n i used to be whereva
dey go.... n y m i missin in most of their outings..?? dey r havin loads of fun unlyk me.. goin thru so many fucked up probs.. almost everyday havin dis kinda weird feeling dat i dunno hw to explain.. mind-runningS.. and yeah my bestie! abt her.. enjoyin her life wif peeps i hate! told her nt to mix wif dem end up dey r like besties.. tkin pics..meetin everyday.. n it makes me think dat.. y m i goin thru a life like so super fucked up..??everyone gets to taste the "fun" in their llife ... haiz.. no point being so screwed up n tryina explain everythin.. cus for me i believe dat once sum1 hav somethin enjoyin n fun in their life, dey will totally forgt abt da person who reali cares for dem n thinks of dem most of da tym.. its ok.. m fine.. jus tryina write n make me feel better.. hope no1 goes thru a life like me..
wonder hw m i gonna celeb my birthday wid dis kinda mood .. sum more i waited for my "18th birthday" eva since i was in pri school..n thought of enjoyin it like nobodies's business! n nw.. hayah fuck care lah!
