Saturday, October 10, 2009
i lurve him n jus cnt let it go...i hurt him so much...n i hope i cn jus find words to heal his wounds....
Smile in da pic lah bi!! grrrr!!! haha..
wellwellwell.. yesterday was such a big day.. it was a horrible day dat i cnt eva imagine.. jus felt like as though it wasnt me n wadeva happened was a dream.. nw bi m nt here to say sorry.. cus i knbw dat wadeva words i've thrown n said cnt be healed or taken bak.. i jus feel damn guilty to hear u say dat u wudn be alive wif wadeva happened whn u r otw.. i din reali n seriously expect such things can or cud eva happen..everythin was jus like bad dream.. cus i din expect dat i cn hurt u up to dat extend.. m jus veri guilty.. so much dat i jus feel like nt to face u for a couple of days.. jus feel like lyin in ur shoulder n tokin out everythin.. bt i jus cnt.. i dunno hw to express hw i feel bi.. well i jus hope things will gt better n i knw its nt gonna go off soon... i regret for jumping into conclusion jus like that...shud have asked u before anythin.. n nw i've learned my lesson.. i touched n i was burnt bi.. dun wanna mention much hre.. i will b seeon u soon n tokin out everythin.. for nw i gtg ald bibi.. no matter wad i lurve u bi!!!
