Wednesday, July 1, 2009
MY HEAD PAIN!!!
i dunno whther 2 say dis.. but den.. suddenly m feelin so weird by e things happenin arnd me.. its like....... i reali dunno hw 2 say.. well i c myself growin up n i understand dat the onli person is impt and knws me well is myself... i reali dunno hw ppl tke me as.. sum might think as a fren...a irritater...a faker... but i dun care.. cus after all its my life.. i hav 2 decide wad is gd n wad is bad.. i dun nid any1 to support me cus i knw dat in d end m gonna get betrayed...m not tryina create a drama..i jus feel sooo weird..august 18 is comin.. i dunno wad's gonna happen.. i got 2 choices.. stop smokin or forgt abt my ex who dun exsist! i dun emo thinkin abt him.. its jus dat ayah.. dunno hw 2 say..my mind running.. recently had a veri scarry dream abt him.. i told niya.. she was like.. uh??? y gt dis kinda dream..?? i dunno why!! so weird.. gettin distracted while doin sumthings.. head pain!!! okies... if m gonna type further.. i will get mad.. m gonna smoke n relieve stress...
Labels: m opening my eyes big to c wad's gonna happen nxt...
